Patience
i dint sleep well eat well these days. i just feel like giving up. why is it so difficult to make decision at times? sometimes you dont noe what de other person was thinking.. is de person serious bout this thing? or there's something just wrong? or wait and see? i had enuf of waiting.. i want an answer. once and for all i wanna end this shyt this pain this suffering. sometimes i just feel like letting go and not care bout anyone anything anymore. but i just cant. its still dere. you never fixed it, it will never be fixed. is it only me? why do i always feel like im de only person giving? waiting? one sided love. why are you so confident that i will still hold on to this? you cant just leave me hanging at nothing. im really really depressed right now. i cant think straight. i dont like it. i hate it. and i hate the fact that i dont hate you. not even a tiny bit. can you tell me? you like me? you adore me? you love me? you hate me? you want me to wait? what you want? i'll give it to you. anything.
you noe i mean it.
Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 4:56 AM
you noe i mean it.
